Feeling Answer

25 Januari 2013 at 11. 14 p.m
one hour ago.. i fell something freak with my feel,
i don't know, it feels like heart beat very fast
but its can't taste
its like.. when you meet someone special in your life
but not, I'm just in my room
and tried to close my eyes
to think what this feel directed in..

like i feel to cry and scream
but its just my illusion
i can't

i don't know what it means
i can't handle my self
i try to find what is this and what happened
its not answered

Then i try back to normal
not feel this feeling again
then i watched film
its decrease this feeling a little
but its still on my mind

until i opened that network social      
you again!
what it means?
or its just humm oh yea
not too special
like you kind to friend
but why..
i feel it is my feeling answer?

no no.. i don't want to think about that
its wrong i think
and i don't wanna be sad for second time
ok.. its my fault write this