Where are you?

I need you now
Really need you now now!!
What should i do?
I can take it by self
Cause all this pressure
From family, school, friends
Thinking crazy of everything
I just need you
Need to see you
See you smile
That smile to me
I just need that
Just for medicine of this illness
Can you hear my crying now?
Would you show yours tomorrow in morning?
Like you ussually do..
Wait me see mee in front of my house
Just to see you in every morning
Feel so excited..
But now.. where did you go??
Almost 1 week i didnt see you..
No one wait me in morning
No one wait me in evening
Just to give strength to start a day..
and finish it..
your gone? Out this city?
Do you feel that
I miss you

Your smile :)

This evening at 5
It was my last hope to see you this day bcause i didnt see you from morning..
I just felt lazy did something
Like not live my life
Yea thats true havent energy to move from bed..
Each hour, i always open window just to check you whether you were there..
But it was so useless and each seconds i always sing a song where did you go? Where...
But no nose went out from that house..
When it was too sad, u reliazed to go out from home ..
What a surprizing!!
He sat in front of my house..
Didnt know what should i did..
Just go to mirror..
When it seem okay
I went outside
But he gone..
So with loneliness.. i sat in the place that he had sat before..
And hope all will better
While chillin and enjoy rain this evening
Hopeless hopeless
But..
How lucky i am
He went out from his house..
Soo ..
This heart beat so fast till difficult to breath
I did something that was not important and freaak
I called my friend.. actually lazy waste pulse just for a call
Dont know why i did that
Whaaat !!
Then he came closer to me
And it was so ..
I hold my hand ..
And try to breath normally
But it was useless
He already beside me and bring his little sister..
I didnt know what should i did
So i just silent
Then i looked at him
And try to smile to his little sister
Anddddd OMG
He smile to me..
But not just once,
When i looked again he smilee agaaain :)
Then he smilee again to me..
No word went out from my mouth
No..
And i feel so cold...
Like when i will read a poem in front of class
Hahahaaa ....
Thanks Allah for your nice chance.. and this special moment :))

Thinking im going crazy

Yeaa.. this feel so distrub me
How can?
If i always think about you
Anychance i always go outside home
do something freak
For the purpose just to see you
Watering plant or litering or sweeping or blablabla
Actually before you came, im soo lazy to do something outside hhahaa
Then you made me crazy little thing
But i was feel so excited about it
But when you werent here
I back to lazyness
Omg..
Its called love?
Doing something that is outside line
Yeaaah
I think i falling in love
Hope you do the same

But heey i just met you
Anf this is crazy