Your smile :)

This evening at 5
It was my last hope to see you this day bcause i didnt see you from morning..
I just felt lazy did something
Like not live my life
Yea thats true havent energy to move from bed..
Each hour, i always open window just to check you whether you were there..
But it was so useless and each seconds i always sing a song where did you go? Where...
But no nose went out from that house..
When it was too sad, u reliazed to go out from home ..
What a surprizing!!
He sat in front of my house..
Didnt know what should i did..
Just go to mirror..
When it seem okay
I went outside
But he gone..
So with loneliness.. i sat in the place that he had sat before..
And hope all will better
While chillin and enjoy rain this evening
Hopeless hopeless
But..
How lucky i am
He went out from his house..
Soo ..
This heart beat so fast till difficult to breath
I did something that was not important and freaak
I called my friend.. actually lazy waste pulse just for a call
Dont know why i did that
Whaaat !!
Then he came closer to me
And it was so ..
I hold my hand ..
And try to breath normally
But it was useless
He already beside me and bring his little sister..
I didnt know what should i did
So i just silent
Then i looked at him
And try to smile to his little sister
Anddddd OMG
He smile to me..
But not just once,
When i looked again he smilee agaaain :)
Then he smilee again to me..
No word went out from my mouth
No..
And i feel so cold...
Like when i will read a poem in front of class
Hahahaaa ....
Thanks Allah for your nice chance.. and this special moment :))