School School and School

Yesterday i went to school,
This day i go to school,
Tomorrow i will go to school..
Next week going to school
Next Month still going to school
Until Next Year, two years, 5 years..
always school school and school..
all about school
damn it!!

note: envy with evie because she will get holiday tomorrow, and im not -,-

Duty , Homework, Exam, Assignment , Practice, Test,
all is fu*king stressed
make me going crazy @.@

Where is my beautiful holiday?
holiday that should be a great experience
fills with all the fu*king stressed above

Oooooo..

Feeling Answer

25 Januari 2013 at 11. 14 p.m
one hour ago.. i fell something freak with my feel,
i don't know, it feels like heart beat very fast
but its can't taste
its like.. when you meet someone special in your life
but not, I'm just in my room
and tried to close my eyes
to think what this feel directed in..

like i feel to cry and scream
but its just my illusion
i can't

i don't know what it means
i can't handle my self
i try to find what is this and what happened
its not answered

Then i try back to normal
not feel this feeling again
then i watched film
its decrease this feeling a little
but its still on my mind

until i opened that network social      
you again!
what it means?
or its just humm oh yea
not too special
like you kind to friend
but why..
i feel it is my feeling answer?

no no.. i don't want to think about that
its wrong i think
and i don't wanna be sad for second time
ok.. its my fault write this

özledim

özledim seni ..

Seninle tanışmak istiyorum
sadece sen ve ben
çünkü..

Küs olsak da, korur musun beni her şeyden
istiyorsan geleceksin
tabiki de, ben bekliyordum

Hatiralar hasret benim..
Yüzüme esen hafif rüzgâr hafif hafif yağan yağmur oh miss

sende..
yazanin aklı nerde acaba
hiçte bile elimden kaçtı
sen benim en kıymetlimsin

sevdiğin kisinin gözlerine baktığında hissettiğin o güzel duygu
Kimseyi tanımadım ben senden daha özell

Zihin fukara olunca akil ukala olurmus

Seni seviyorum..

Sessizlik bazen en güzeli

zamanı geriye alabilsek keske
O gelmeden önce
bir savaş olmamalı
beni ve kadının teaser arasındaki

Tanrım, o beni özledin mi ?
ama gerçekten yurdunu hissediyorum

Sad and Cry

1. Pause Video
2. Add New Tab
3. Google "RainyMood"
4. Click First Link
5. Unpause Video
6. Read the text below
 

sad and cry..

two words above, normally felt by us

no one can be so strong

they certainly never experienced it but never show it directly

as hard as the hardest rock, 

there is tool that can destroy it until be little debris or grain dust, that..

can be blown by wind

sometimes we feel so life,
and sometimes we like haven't bones to life

we don't know

when it will happen to us

avoid it?

imposible..

some people express it by crying

or just lowered his head and set their sights down

can be solve..

little

just silent..

put it into the deepest heart?

close mouth?

how about

our heart..

how to listen what our heart said ?

it seem doesn't make effect 

 in what time we can change this sadness 

to be happiness

will it be.. 

hurt?.. 

7. Combine Italic Sentence

sad and cry..

 imposible..can be solve..just silent..

will it be..hurt?..

 
 

Listen it

The best Turkish song that i ever heard,
very nice song from hadise :)
She just like Agnes Monica
but i still choose agnes
Hadise and Alexander Stan is the best Turkish female singers
Hadise with the best title of her song is "Mesajımı Almıştır O "



also, Alexander Stan Mr Saxobeat that was very well known song



And for male singer,
I choose Murat Boz,
the best of his songs is with the tittle " Özledim "






How about Tunisia song?
I think Tunisia song always uses Rap style,
and the rap song i love is


but do you know? this song have heart touched means
is about..
message for those haven't parents
woww, it is very good song
based on my conclusion, tunisia song often use religion message on their musics
that's why so appreciate it :)

Burung Kertas

follow the new link below:
bird-paper.blogspot.com

ICT duty ~ new blog
Burung Kertas or Bird Papper
open your mind and let you free

Its about freedom
free from problems
like what had seen about Gaza in news
I can feel how their feeling, They miss A FREEDOM
thats why,
I put the tittle with "Burung Kertas"/ Bird Papper

Two Faces of Teenager

Jika kamu bertanya siapa saya?
Seperti apa orangnya?
Bagaimana sifatnya?

~Apakah dia orang yang lucu?
          Apa dia orang yang membosankan?

          Dia cuek?
~Atau mungkin sangat perhatian?

~Bagaimana dia terlihat tersenyum?
          Mengapa dia tidak seperti biasanya?

~Apa yang membuat dia tersenyum? 
~Malah Tertawa begitu dahsyatnya
          Apakah dia sedang sedih?
          Mengapa dia hanya diam?
          Mengapa dia marah sekali?

~Apakah dia senang melakukan hal hal gila?
~Apakah dia pandai melawak?
~Apakah dia tidak pernah marah?

        Apakah dia sangat spaneng?
~Apakah dia selalu bertingkah konyol?

~Apakah dia sangat penyabar?
       Apakah dia tak pernah sabar?

~Apakah pemalu?
      Apakah dia tak punya malu?

~Apakah dia penakut?
      Apakah dia pemberani?

~Apakah dia penurut?
      Ataukah dia pemberontak?


~Apakah dia tidak pernah bersuara keras?
       Apakah dia tidak pernah bersuara pelan?

~Apakah dia feminim?
       Atau tomboy?

~Apakah dia pemaaf?
~Apakah dia murah hati?
       Apakah dia bukan pemaaf dan pelit?

~Apakah dia orang yang bebas?
      Apakah dia dalam kurungan?


The last question made me stopped writing questions..
#Teenagefact
I think just Allah and me :'( I need someone who know, listen and understand me very well.. Oh God, I need your human angel who can share, motivate, and made a smile also laugh for me all days more than best best best best best~1000x friend that i have and at least very much thanks to hers