To tell you..

When I open my eyes youre gone
and i try steps that i took before
it doesnt work
I struggle make it replayed for second time
too hard
but the situation not change anything
I miss you


For the second times,
i see again
with different behavior,
character that you shows to me
Youre not on my direct
think again,
and i see anybody who made me quiet
then i see clearly, you close
to someone whom i see not long after it

I scream,
not care how,what,when,where,who
that happen around that
just think
how feel broken
and cry..cry

When I open my eyes again
youre gone with the illusion
My breath to beat rapidly
Say.. I hate you
Have trust someone?
Have wait over someone?
And the result is outrage